I don't want comfort; I want God; I want poetry; I want real danger; I want freedom; I want goodness. I want sin.
You sit hooded in discontent
oblivious of the sunlit garden
telling of the boy who has your heart.
It does not suffice you to be
young and bright and to wear
an innocent loveliness.
Love is too great a burden, you sigh,
I long to be happy; to leap, to fly.
I nod, sage to your novitiate,
knowing you would despise my shabby wisdom.
It is adequate heaven
that you are young and beautiful,
that the light so irradiates your flawless cheek,
that with moist lashes
you should sit with me-among the blind flowers
under a freshly-laundered sky-
yearning to be happy
and unaware of how effortlessly I soar
bearing the weightless burden of my love for you.
So, don, you waited futilely?
Well, you expressed it beautifully.
But I find it's even worse
When echoes do attend my verse.
With every book of mine
Some excited pedant's on the line.
Enthusiastically telling
That he's noticed a misspelling
And, warming to the attack,
Listsa errors of mere fact
Relishing each transgression-
(Does he want a signed confession?)
How did you CLICK! like the poem?
I'm left listening to the dial tone.
Readers like that are obnoxious;
They should read only cereal boxious
Or be dropped into a canyon-
The Grand, or one chosen at randyom.
Or consigned, Don, to some tome-lined hell
that lacks your archie and mehitabel
Its books ponderous and fustian
and written in futhark or Etruscian.
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