Not of Mine Own
Volition
In His letter
to Násirid-Dín Sháh, the ruler of Persia, which
refrains from any rebuke concerning His imprisonment in
the Síyáh-Chál and the other injustices He had
experienced at the kings hand,
Baháulláh speaks of His own role in the
Divine Plan:
I was but a man like
others, asleep upon My couch, when lo, the breezes of
the All-Glorious were wafted over Me, and taught Me
the knowledge of all that hath been. This thing is
not from Me, but from One Who is Almighty and
All-Knowing. And He bade Me lift up My voice between
earth and heaven, and for this there befell Me what
hath caused the tears of every man of understanding
to flow. The learning current amongst men I studied
not; their schools I entered not. Ask of the city
wherein I dwelt, that thou mayest be well assured
that I am not of them who speak falsely.98
The mission to which He had
devoted His entire life, which had cost Him the life of a
cherished younger son,99 as well
as all of His material , possessions which had undermined
His health, and brought imprisonment, exile, and abuse,
was not one that He had initiated. Not of Mine
own volition, He said, had He entered on such
a course:
Think ye, O people,
that I hold within My grasp the control of Gods
ultimate Will and Purpose?... Had the ultimate
destiny of God's Faith been in Mine hands, I would
have never consented, even though for one moment, to
manifest Myself unto you, nor would I have allowed
one word to fall from My lips. Of this God Himself
is, verily, a witness.100
Having
surrendered unreservedly to Gods summons, He was
equally in no doubt about the role which He had been
called upon to play in human history. As the Manifestation of God to
the age of fulfillment, He is the one promised in all the
scriptures of the past, the Desire of all
nations, the King of Glory. To Judaism
He is Lord of Hosts; to Christianity, the
Return of Christ in the glory of the Father; to Islam,
the Great Announcement; to Buddhism, the
Maitreya Buddha; to Hinduism, the new incarnation of
Krishna; to Zoroastrianism, the advent of
Shah-Bahram.101
Like the
Manifestations of God gone before Him, He is both the
Voice of God and its human channel: When I contemplate, O my God, the
relationship that bindeth me to Thee, I am moved to
proclaim to all created things verily I am
God!; and when I consider my own self, lo, I find
it coarser than clay!102
Certain ones among
you, He declared, have said:
He it is Who hath laid claim to be God. By
God! This is a gross calumny. I am but a servant of God
Who hath believed in Him and in His signs... My tongue,
and My heart, and My inner and My outer being testify
that there is no God but Him, that all others have been
created by His behest, and been fashioned through the
operation of His Will.... I am He that telleth abroad the
favors with which God hath, through His bounty, favored
Me. If this be My transgression, then I am truly the
first of the transgressors....103
Baháulláhs writings seize upon
a host of metaphors in their attempt to express the
paradox that lies at the heart of the phenomenon of God's
Revelation of His Will:
I am the royal Falcon
on the arm of the Almighty. I unfold the drooping
wings of every broken bird and start it on its
flight.104
This is but a leaf
which the winds of the will of thy Lord, the
Almighty, the All-Praised, have stirred. Can it be
still when the tempestuous winds are blowing? Nay, by
Him Who is the Lord of all Names and Attributes! They
move it as they list....105
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